It wasn't long when I posted a topic announcing my grief over some of the closest friends I've lost. I can't remember it in details anymore but I can instantly recall the pain it caused. I hate to sound mushy so I will be cutting it short 'til here. It's already buried in vast oblivion and digging it is like allowing its ghosts to haunt you again until you become psychotic. It's already part of history and keeping it that way is a clever choice.
What matters to me now is to embrace another phase of my existence. There's so much beyond that and I don't wanna face it half-heartedly. I want to end it right so I will be starting it right. I don't want my past to trespass and manipulate my approach to this new experience. Or, I will end up messing it again.
This new phase of my life is more about moving on. It's about learning from your errors in the past and making it right this time. It's about reflecting upon yourself and looking into the aspects that need improvement. It's about realizing that swallowing your pride is not making yourself less of a man but making you whole rather. It's about finding fulfillment in befriending your enemy. It's about taking the initiative to reach out to the people who became distant from you. And most importantly, it's about recognizing that we do not have the right to be a mediocre if we know we can do more.
I know this is just the beginning and there's still much about this phase. I know sometimes I make myself contented of a half-baked achievement when I can always do better. I am also aware that I am repeating of some my mistakes hitherto. I know I am still a procrastinator but I'm trying to get away from it gradually. Sometimes, I just can help but prioritize merrymaking than performing my obligations. But I am not blind to these negative traits I possess, someday I can overcome it.
In spite of this, I can still say I am a changed man because I have been hearing good comments from people around me lately. I have also re-established rusted friendships. I have learned to hang out with people whom I thought were awkward and boring to be with before. I was just amazed to appreciate their company, so was mine. I have also learned to converse with people without easily losing my temper and eventually hitting my boiling point. With all these and with all the positive response, I believe full improvement is just around the corner.
Nakakatuwang basahin yung post mo.
Yup, its not really about those things u did in the past. not about errors or how many times you failed. But its more on the things you did after that, more on the things u learned that made you who u are di ba?
alam naman nating its the things we learned from those experiences that determine our growth as a person. Ganun..
kung ako naman.. naku, i still have alotta way to go.. hahaha
goodlak sayo parekoy
the time is running..
the earth is rotating in its axis in 28 days and revolving around the sun
in 364 and one fourth days..
you have to move on... hahaha!
just .. MOVE ON!
nalimut ko butang ani..sorry!--->
peace..
rock on! \m/
@ rOnTee
maraming salamat master...
napaka substantial naman ng comment mo...
i'm glad u liked the post...
exactly master, it's not on the number of errors u have experienced, but it's on the lessons u learned from it...
kung di ka rin naman ma222 sa mga kapalpakan mo, u'l never grow as a person...
tnx again master...
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@ gian carlo
nozbleed ako dun sa comment mo..
iba talaga ang mindset ng isang emo noh?
but tnx for the comment brad...
What matters to me now is to embrace another phase of my existence. There's so much beyond that and I don't wanna face it half-heartedly. I want to end it right so I will be starting it right.
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TAMA KA JAN MAVZ. ITULOY LANG ANG BUHAY. MOVE ON. KALIMUTAN ANG PAST. ANG MAHALAGA ANG PRESENT AT ANG FUTURE. GOOD LUCK TO YOU MAVS. INGAT KA LAGE. ANDITO LANG SI ATE JOSH. :) NAMAN!
naman..ateng-ate ang dating..
salamat sa advise miz Josh..
wag ka mag-alala...
aalagaan namin ni dEe ang fanz club mo..hehe
ingats din ate...lol
much of what we see depends on what we are looking for. .
wala lang. . makapag english lang. . lol
Everyday is a new chance to grow. don't keep looking back to the past, focus on your present and future. Remember we are human. Everybody makes mistake, the best thing about this is that you get to learn from it.
nice.a very inspiring post you got here.
moving ang dating, hehe. galing.
you have to forget your past in order for you to move on, but not entirely kasi kung hindi dahil sa nakaraan mo ay hindi ka magiging nganito ngayon.. right?
cheers to you!
@ ppr doll
wow! nagulat naman ako sa English na comment mo miss ganda..(oi flattered, hehe...)
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@ krisha
yup..i agree with u krish..
we are all capable of committing mistakes...it's just that not everybody knows how to learn from it...they still do the same error..
tnx for the comment..
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@ dylan
cheers din sayo parekoy...
salamat sa komento...
ur right, our past is what makes us who we are today...
In spite of this, I can still say I am a changed man because I have been hearing good comments from people around me lately.
mavz u know ur rily a vry tlented, ntligent, responcble, & a vry nice companion...
hehehehe
i always like to see blogs that brings with an optimistic sense. if your blog helps you become a better person, then it definitely is good!
galing ng post na to. sana dadami pa makabasa nito.
SO, ibig sbihin nito dapat english din ang comment...hahahaha..
eniwey,
i believe youll be guided by your knowledge in pursuit of the changes ur praying for..just make sure to be wit LOVE wyl trekking the road to move on....
Good luck and may LOVE be wit u!!!!..
Nice post...
@ caroline
ahm im soo uberwelm wit ur pasipsip comment and i dont know how to make sukli so i will just send the comment back to u..tnx anyway...
i appreciate it...
caroline u know ur rily a vry tlented, ntligent, responcble, & a vry nice companion...
@ the dong
tnx pare for dropping by and leaving an encouraging comment...
i'll visit ur site...
@ pajay
sir, salamat sa english comment..hehe
yup i'l alwez remember wat u advised...
and may the love also wit u...
kamukha ko si Miss Rhea sa past life ko. wahahahah. kaaliw naman kayo ni dhianz. me fans club talaga. haha. salamat mavs. baka kayo ni dhianz ang magkatuluyan niyan. wahahah. :)
--musta mavs?
vice mavs alam moh bah dadaanan tlgah kitah... kala koh nadaanan koh na lahat buti na lang at dumaan kah at naalala kitang daanan...hahaha...naintindihan moh 'un...lol...
nde pa akoh nagbabasa ditoh... utang muna...hehe... babalik akoh...
comment lang ha... abah c ronz nagbasa d2... toink! bossing...nde ren minsan nagbabasa yan eh... special kah mavs ha!...
ba't may mga comment deleted kah??? curious lang...
abbaahh... d2 ren palah c joshang josha... nabasa koh ang koment moh josh ha... toinks! 'ung issue moh nde papatok...hehe... iba pa ren ang ronz josh luvteam... hihheee... behave josh... hwag asarin ang fans club moh...hehe... bossing ronz.. malamang nde moh naman mababasa to eh... eniweiz budget nang club asan nah?...hehe... nde nga alam ni bossing na treasurer syah eh...
dme kong kilala na nagkoment d2... like sina c mareng MP and c pareng EJ den...
sensya nah mas madaling magkoment saken sa mga oras na itoh keysa magbasa... pero i read sa koment sau inspiring post daw... sige utang muna... babasahin koh den... sa pagbalik koh....
ingatz kah vice mavs!... GODBLESS! -di
@ pRes dEe
so gaNun lang...
sige pauutangin muna kita ngaun peru nxt time ha...
oo kahit naman wala pa akong stalker eh may mga nagsasayang din naman oras na magbasa ng posts ko...
at akalain mong pati ang idolo kong si PD at ang luv team este ang idols natin na sina master turon at ate jOsh...
in fairness ha..kala ko may nagpost din ng topic sa comment ko kasi ang liit ng komento mo pres dEe...
salamat sa pagdalaw...dadalawin din kita balang araw..hehe..lol
asan na nga pala ung budget sa panzklab naten?
kelangan ko na ng tshirt at iba pang ka charnessan..hehe
nyc xa...
prO la ku kbAsa..
ahahaha..
sori ngUd...ü
di mo naman pala binasa, pa'nu mo nasabing nice? kam on!
in fairness ha..kala ko may nagpost din ng topic sa comment ko kasi ang liit ng komento mo pres dEe...<<<<< hahahaha... natawa akoh don... hehe... utang pa ren ang basa... hehe.... ako'y magbabalik muli... =)
forgiveness is a gift you give yourself---you got things to do and you got to move on......
,,....should be BUSINESS AS USUAL lagi.keke
@ pusang gala
salamat sa komento parekoy...